Jacob's Story

In a distant roar the thunder made its presence known as the already icy rain fell heavy and sizzled upon my back; a lonely, lowly and exhausted Jacob Black. Having just run 300 miles away from Forks, away from the life I’d known ,but mostly away from Bella.
Bella… married no, engaged…to Edward… a vampire.. how could she, how could he…No!
I couldn’t believe it, I wouldn’t, that was MY dream that that filthy bloodsucker was living out and what do I do? I run a way with my tail between my legs, giving in to Edward and giving up on life. I shuddered as a wave of anger and depression went through me as I changed into  wolf form to seek out shelter and food for the night. No sooner had I changed Quil and Embry  were there as they always were since I’d left.
“How you holding up Jake?” Embry asked unsure of whether that was the right thing to ask or not.
I didn’t give him an answer, I mean how am I suppose to explain how it felt to know that the girl of my dream was about to be come my mortal or in this case immortal enemy.
“Listen Jake,” Quil started “I know that your in pain and even though I have no idea how it feels I just want to know the we… the pack’s here for you.”
After what he said that I couldn’t help it, so much for the silent treatment.
“What’s everyone been up to? Anymore bloodsuckers in the area? How’s um… you know.
This how I imagine it must’ve felt for her when Edward left… she’s said I was her own personal sun… I made her happy… I helped her in her time of need and what does she do! Forget it…
Embry’s voice broke through my thoughts,
“We’ve been lounging around waiting for this never ending rain to stop so we can go cliff diving. There have been no more vampires then there were when you left and Bel… she’s doing fine she calls and asks about you occasionally if that means anything to you. Sam and…” Embry’s voice trailed off. She calls for me? Why? I mean I’m obviously of no importance to her otherwise it’d be me she would marry and not him. Well she told me don’t get my hopes up, we are…we were just friends after all.
“Embry can we continue this another time?”
“Sure, no problem.”
“Hey Jake, come back ‘kay.”
“Okay.”